I've been soooo busy lately. I got into TAFE....YAY!!!!!
I'm in 2 bands there already, one acoustic and one metal, Been having vocal lessons for round 3 months now....its doing wonders to my voice, I've given up smoking, I've given up on Andrew...well the part about us being together. I've met a boy who knows me better than I know myself. Really he can read me like a book....I hate it... but at the same time I've put bits of myself away for a very long time and theyre being uncovered everytime I see him. I'm starting to become the person I reallly am.....none of this bulllshit front I've put up all this time. I've pretended to have no depth to me so noone will get into my head ....I havent let myself into my own head for along time. I've also met up with a couple of long lost friends who have helped me alot with my music....I've missed them

well peace out kiddies I hope ur lives are going well and remember "you make urself"

Love Lauren
xoooox

Step 1.

Make a post in your dA journal. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

If you wish for real-life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.

Step 2.

Surf around your friends list (or friends friends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

Step 3.

The List:
1. To see Andrew for Xmas
2. For Andrew to finish high school so he can live here
3. Happyness for my family and friends
4. Make more friends
5. To learn more musically
6. To be in a band
7. to be able to draw really well
8. For my ear to heal up and both stetched to 6mms
9. for Sonny Moore's hair on my head
10. From First to Last's CD

Hello loverly ones!
Hope ur all having fun on leavers..I'm currently working my ass off to get more money...I'm loaded now...jj..Anyways I've been keeping myself busy alot lately...which is good..I Love keeping busy. I went to an awesome gig on Friday night..Behind Crimson Eyes ....I got to talk to the lead singer after...he was a champ...one of my mates went to see BCE on the sunday aswell and got to hang out with the guys (BCE) at Scabs Beach...lucky girl...I hope I will jam with her soon...shes beyond rad... Then I'm prolly gonna see..Parkway Drive this Saturday if all goes well.. I've seen em once before and I had the best time...maybe this is what I should do with my life...Make music, go to local punk concerts and work part time...jeez that would be the life

oh!! and I hope you enjoy the other pics I took...I have to start taking pics of others...I'm such a cam whore..lolz

Another poem from a person that I love

hey girl


you know, that you are my one and only
yea, your the one for me
and i feel you lying here now
breathing on my face
i can feel your imaginary lips as they trace my own
i wish you were here


so break your barriers
they do nothing to serve you


cause in your heart, know that im
always here fore you
when your down, look at the sky and
know im lookin there too


im so tired of this place, i need you now
come and recue me, please save me
cause i dont know if i can make it on my own now
i feel so alone, on nights when
your not in my dreams
i wake up screaming, cold and torn


so ill break down my barriers
to show you what im worth


cause in my heart, i know that you
are always here fore me
when im down, i look at the sky and
know youre lookin there too


in your heart, know that im here
waiting
ill wait forever if i have to
ill wait forever if i have to
id wait forever if i had to...
but only fore you

well hello all!! congrats to all the childrens at Woodvale shs that graduated...i was pretty suprised that I've graduated ...I mean i was getting D's at the start of the year...so I'm glad that at least I passed...I wish all u guys well **hugs and kisses** ....and member keep in touch

Andrew said he might be getting a job..most prolly..but yes..if he gets enough moolahI shall see him in less than two months....he might hav his first Aussie Christmas...which'll be quite strange to him seeming it'll be snowing where he lives..My parcel'll be arriving soon...like this week...with gustaff inside..

on a more pissed off note...is anyones parents being absolute arseholes...well mine are..nagging and the like...they need to learn to back off...and let me make my own decisions... "lauren u should be studying" "stop being so lazy lauren, study"

fucking parental units I tell u